If I ever tell you I’m going to sleep and then you see me posting or liking things online for about an hour immediately after that, I promise I wasn’t lying to you, I’m just bad at going to sleep and it is usually a long process that begins with disengaging from any sort of immediate contact with people (chats, for example) and ends when everything on my screen is blurry and I’m hallucinating plot points I haven’t written yet
DO U EVER JUST WANNA SCREAM CAUSE SOMEONE IS SOOO FRICKIN CUTE AND U LIKE EM SO MUCH AND U WANNA SMOOCH EM FOREVER GOSH
can calm itself,
so can you.
air.” —meditation, nayyirah waheed (via skeletongarden)
I would rather be repeatedly punched in the face and then shot in the heart by a gun, then have feelings for you, i think it would hurt less
I wish I couldn’t feel, I wish i couldn’t love, I wish that I could stop because it hurts so much …